Dear Nana, Will you please start liking us again?
It is really hard for me to explain to my children why Nana just stopped talking to us. We aren't even mad about, just confused I guess. Those are the types of things I think I need to be able to fix, and when I can't I feel powerless, like I have failed in some way. I know there is not a thing I can do, but when it breaks my child's heart too, it makes it even worse. I'm sure with time she might come around, she usually does, but its definitely not a healthy pattern, for anyone. I apologize for being all over the place, its either that or not write at all, and I think the latter of the two is the better option. I can't believe November is almost over., my Princess turns 3 in a week, Christmas is right around the corner, I have not finished shopping for either. Why? No reason really, just the couch and I have become great friends. I have my 1st mental health appointment this week, hopefully that will help get me back where I need to be.